Monday, June 27, 2011

Freaked out

First off, I have a new symptom, and it's driving me nuts. This extreme cramping in my calves while I'm sleeping. It's so bad it wakes me up, and I don't know what to do. Nothing helps it. I usually end up bending my knees and just waiting for it to subside. But this sucks!

And now why I'm freaked out. I had a dream last night that I was at a graveyard and I was looking for my friend's grave. I couldn't find it, and I was so upset. I was crying. I needed to see that grave. The thing that really gets me is it was a very specific person. About a month ago he attempted suicide, and was saved. But I haven't seen him online in a couple of weeks, haven't heard from him. And now I'm freaking out.

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