Update

So, now to do an actual update. I think I've been avoiding it because I don't want to face it. The last couple of months have been hard. I've watched my health decline even more, to the point that dinners have been hard to deal with. That's supposed to be my territory, we agreed when we moved in together. And I have been dropping the ball so hard.

I'm just trying to focus ahead, deal with the wedding details, and try and tell myself it's going to be okay.